It's the little imperfections, the sudden change in plans.
When i misread directions, lost but still we're holdin' hands
I live for little moments like that;

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Verapriscilla.
Email: verapriscilla@live.com
Birthday: 12th March'89
Faith Communist Baptist Church
Passion: Dance and Design


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ai mei rang ren shou jing wei xu..
Monday, July 10, 2006,

this entry is for you, yoU, yOU, YOU!` get it.
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

this song contains alot of meaning..hope someone out there will know the meaning..=D

went ice skating with eve, chris, malcolm, diana, janet, liyi, jason..it was fun! i wanna take up iceskating lesson! tiring and fun=D

SUDDEN THOUGHTS`
read something which affects me a lot..what should i say` there are different stages of a relationship..starting..it will be the courtship period..sweet and nice.. 2nd stage..it slowly settle down..thirdly, you realise you dont have to strength to love anymore cause either you dont want to hurt the person or you dont have the energy to..fourth which is the most bitter part..you cant accept the fact.."zhi neng pei ni dao zhe li"..=)

i dont care what the world thinks about me..cause i am still who i am..i am still the girl who watches show and cry at the slightest thing..i am still the girl who thinks too much and being oversensitive..but i am much stronger now..i take everything in my hands..i used to be very affected by remarks..if you can remember the vera last time..very very bothered how people see me and so on..after which i realise..i am only hurting myself..in a relationship..it is not right to be possessive..if you truly loves someone..when its time to let go, you have to let go.. i dont believe what comes around will come back to that exact same spot..cause it will never be..i will always reminsce the past..but i moved on..and im glad i did that choice..it was painful and everything else..my blog is not for entertainment purpose..it is like my diary..why people cant appreciate me for who i am? i am only 17..i still have a long way to go..or maybe i will be gone in the next few second? why will people not appreciate me for who i am? why must people indulge in self pity? i can be so pissed last time..but now i come to think..i have definitely matured more than others..cause i learn to let and go..cause life is a game..EITHER YOU PLAY THE GAME, OR YOU GET PLAYED AROUND`. i give up and explaining..fuck.

=D life is great now..come to think of it..its been colourful..used to hide in a corner and cry..i feel unjusticed..but i am glad i stepped out..you said i change..didnt u??? the song ai mei really means a lot to me..people go listen..then u will understand how i am feeling..i want to be loved..to be treated like a teddy bear..though i can be emotionless on the surfaces..i have been stabbed a lot of times in my heart..who knows the pain? who did i consult? NO ONE. do u know how pain it is last time to treat it as if i dont give a fuck? does anyone know how is it like to reach home and quarrel with my parents? is there anyone around when i made my decision..and is there anyone around when i need to shoulder to lean on? i know its all too late..but now i am leading a new life..a totally new one..people let me rest in peace will u all?

at least when i smile, i smiled truely now`