It's the little imperfections, the sudden change in plans.
When i misread directions, lost but still we're holdin' hands
I live for little moments like that;

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Verapriscilla.
Email: verapriscilla@live.com
Birthday: 12th March'89
Faith Communist Baptist Church
Passion: Dance and Design


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Friday, September 29, 2006,

你没有想过 我会说分手
you never thought i will mention break up..
也许太习惯 我在你左右
maybe u get used to me always around u`
虽然离开你有很多理由
even though i left you with a dozen reasons..
可看见你这样惊讶 也足够
but seeing u so lost and shocked, its enough..dont wanna say anymore..

* 我想得 比你多 陪你一起更寂寞
i think more than u do.. wanna accompany u when u are lonely..
我性格 比你强 怎样做你的绵羊
my character is more strong and stubbornheaded, how am i to be the gentle little lamb in ur life..
我年纪 比你少 不信快乐找不到
i dont believe i cant find happiness even though im young'
抬起头 开了口 *
rise my head up high.. dare to open my mouth..
最后我比你骄傲
i became more proud than u do..

从此不坐你的牢 想不到你的好
from now onwards im not living in ur prison..dont wanna think about ur good points..
记得和你的争吵 想到老可到老
remember those days we fought.. really wanna live till old age with u..
可是和你做不到 如果你爱得比我少
but i cant do that anymore..cause ur love aint more than mine..
至少我走得比你早
but i leave the world earlier than u`

你没有想过 我会说分手
u never think that i will mention break up
除非以为我 甚么都忍受
cause u always think that i will endure through`
就算你这时候 努力挽留
even though how much u try to save everything and put them together..
不过是你不能接受 我先走
but u cant take the fact that i left earlier than u..


does this mark the end of the chapter..
everything..
is so beautiful..
but what an uglified world we are living in..
yucks..
people sucks..
everyone sucks..
two can be so wonderful..
but how come external factors have to barge in`
making life so miserable'
till now i dont even know whether i make the right choice..
i wanna be harsh and let go..
but i realise i cant..
it has grew into my life..into me..
i cant run away from the fact that i dont think i will be happy..
everything collapsed..
everything ended for me..
why do fairytales lie?
all ended with happily ever after?
cause im the witch..
fairytales are life..
there is no forever..no eternity..
its all a big fat fuckin` lie..
why must they lie to me?
i always believe in these stories..
i always told my mum one day my prince charming will come and carry me far far away..
then mummy told me.. fairytales does not exist..
nothing last forever..
it got me really crazy..if those were lies then why must they teach to kids all these stuffs?
and i happily believe in them?
im naive.. im stupid..i dont give a damn..
what i perceive to be happiness have just crumpled down on me real hard..
my heart is smashed to a million pieces..
ive been stabbed..
why when outsiders keep giving me stress..
asking me whereabouts of whoever..
hello? im also the one suffering here? will u not push me to the corner and living me to suffocate to death..
oh depression is back.. rejoice`
my smiles are gone..

slashed.cut.bleed.