It's the little imperfections, the sudden change in plans.
When i misread directions, lost but still we're holdin' hands
I live for little moments like that;
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oh my pretty pretty boy..
Friday, November 10, 2006,
its 3.29i miss u like crazy` why did i even like u back..the last time when miracles still happen was during april.. when things go ok.. but why is it now like that? know the stress and load u've got to take..thats why u put everything on hold..or maybe an excuse. after what my mum said is right.. find a guy u like more weird right? i dont know why she said that.. i only come across incidents by the other party will like me more..and i dont cherish it as much as i ought to..` and this time i kinda know what im doing.. everything kinda make sense.. i dont need a relationship..dont need all the time in the world to be given to us.. just an acknowledgement.. or a care or sum'in.. but i have to admit.. u've got me head over heels for u now.. just like before; just when u like someone the feeling just stay no matter what.. no matter what substitute..or how much time.. when u like someone u cant deny that` u cant hide.. and i didnt. i confessed. something i think i am very brave about it.` didnt really expect that to come out from me. i told everything on that very day..i thought it would be bad but it didnt=) so i should be happy about it.. and its u! i mean u! who is reading this entry.. ive shed a lot of tears for u.. be it missing u.. be it thinkin about u.. but thanks for the memories we once had.. the way how i tickle u..` bully u! snatching away ur cap.. by the way sports camp soon next year! im the f and b assit head..lol. (suddenly i thought of sports camp that time shaf and all of us climbed the gate to eat mcd.. and how we ended sleeping outside of our bunks cause it was too cold)..back to topic.. how u held my hand and cross the road.. and the kiss i last gave u.. (though its a very shy one and it happened so long ago).. I lie awake at night See things in black and white I've only got you inside my mind You know you have made me blind I lie awake and pray That you will look my way I have all this longing in my heart I knew it right from the start Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you Like I never ever loved no one before you Pretty pretty boy of mine Just tell me you love me too Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you Oh my pretty pretty boy I do Let me inside Make me stay right beside you I used to write your name And put it in my frame And sometimes I think I hear you call Right from my bedroom wall You stay a little while And touch me with your smile And what can I say to make you mine To reach out for you in time Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you Like I never ever loved no one before you Pretty pretty boy of mine Just tell me you love me too Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you Oh my pretty pretty boy I do Let me inside Make me stay right beside you thats all i want.. let me stay beside u.. remember i once told u, u will have me beside u no matter one? and im glad u replied "i know ill always have u fer company"..i know that sounds silly to regard everything so seriously.. lol just now was just a moment of telling everything out..` all i can say is.. i'll wait.. wait for the day miracles happen. i wanna lie in ur arms like before.. u've have been the sweetest and will always be.. good luck for regatta for whoever is joining! though i cant be there..lol. coughing real bad..at least the fever has subsided. never have i stop thinking about u since that very day when miracles happened. random* card tricks are not consider a miracle btw! |