It's the little imperfections, the sudden change in plans.
When i misread directions, lost but still we're holdin' hands
I live for little moments like that;
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Friday, April 24, 2009,
different emotions are flowing thru me altogether.finally am leaving a place which i once loved so much because it simply emplifies the message of how toys is fun. apparently this place is no longer filled with joy. happiness is being ripped off from this place with strangly very sad people there. irony? i guess so. people whom dont know situations and judge. showing other people messages of mine to everyone. seriously, do grow up. ive respected people there because i once believed that people there are sensible and grown up. people whom i can learn from but i realised they are just people whom cope up within their own world. having displeasures and lots of politics, backstabs. when you start indulging in gossips and rumours, im sure behind there are a dozen back at you. so always think of how you are portraying yourself. unveil, for the face underneath the veil is nothing but hurt. people whom look fine to me end up are the real disappointment in lifes. people only look at things on the surface, but do they know the entire situation? hope the head of this organization can know all these little minor details. he is such a humble and adorable man, with love for his wife and his passion. has anybody wondered why such a place that brings back childhood memories seemed to being bringing back childhood fears? standards have dropped and the reason is clear. i believed if the team is happy, everything runs smoothly(: am 20, am glad ive woke up from this nightmare. do admit my incompetencies. its okay if people would love to be judgemental. love my neighbours, love my enemies. i'll preached what i say. am sad because i know that someone whom i cared for does not know the situation at all. all she does is being a good wife and good servant of the lord. not knowing the whereabouts and stuffs outside. im afraid of reoccurance of the same incident that happen. protection be always on her. saw incidents in which i told myself not interfer. but it feels so sad to see someone falling back into bad habits. in the end, everyone lead their own lifes. im glad immediately a msg came in to help design the t shirt for the dance ministry kids camp. the 2 projects i have on hand. my dad was telling me, told you dont have to work. thanks mom. i love you guys. |